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Posted by: xxBo0kn3rdxx Original: 1/13/2009 6:53 PM Views: 205 Comments: 5 eProps: 10 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Tuesday, January 13, 2009

^^ I just wanted to thank everyone here on Xanga...especially my Oxford friends. I also want to apologize, since my time away from Oxford has given me time (GASP!) to think. To reflect on the past, if you will.

I was a complete jerk while I was there, wasn't I? o.O;;; I wouldn't have liked to hang out with myself. XDD;;; But I'm thankful for all you guys, I truly am~ You guys have helped me grow. Some of you have helped me grow in Christ and I thank you for that. You know who you guys are.

I have been changing my character, trying to make myself a better, more selfless person. And I don't expect change now, but...someday, someday...

I am thankful, so I want to apologize for all the things I've done in the past. For my arrogance, and especially for my emo rants. I want to let you guys know that even though it may not have seemed like it, you guys truly, truly, made me happy...

So I'm sorry...

I came back from the doctor today. Yeah, he told me that I might have thyroid cancer, but...it might not be, you know? I'm getting tested for it this Saturday.

Please pray for me...

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I will pray for you forever and ever. ):

Posted 1/13/2009 10:38 PM by shades__of_blue - reply

shit.

you better be kidding, motherfucker. shit.

i'll pray for you >_>

Posted 1/13/2009 10:38 PM by lionma_bean - reply

>_<

Oh Esther. You don't have to apologize for anything. I didn't mind your emo rants (perhaps I was worried, but it's not like I ever felt annoyed/whatever). Everybody goes through hard times, and unlike most people, you matured before affairs hit rock bottom. I really don't know what to say about possibly having cancer. I don't want to make it seem like I pity you, nor do I want to lie and say I fully understand the situation. But I will say I'm grateful to have met you through church. God bless, and stay strong! (I know that's easier to say than do. But really....I'm rooting for you! AND I'll pray for you, of course!) Remember Pastor Simon's message? Things happen for reasons we cannot fully grasp, but in the end, all that matters is God. (Wow, I remember previous messages. This is a sign of improvement for the church...) I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ESTHER! <3 *MUAH!*

And come visit me, eh? -___-

Posted 1/14/2009 3:28 PM by MeGa_PiXeL - reply

I'll pray for you.

Posted 1/14/2009 6:28 PM by redeyes120 - reply

praying too

Posted 1/15/2009 12:18 AM by Simonski

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